Thinking on these things . . .

I think the only thing more prolific than bunnies are papers!! A single sheet grows into a stack overnight and by the week's end is spilling onto the floor! Where do all these papers come from....?! I'm sorting through stuff today, stuff and papers and more papers and more stuff. I have found pictures of my kids from seven years ago, various letters and notifications, programs and brochures. I also found a stack of my mom's medical bills; rehab facility, orthopedist, ambulance services, hospitals. She lived on a fixed income and paid on them little by little and was so proud of how she'd gotten the deductible she owed the hospital down by $50 a month until it was almost gone, but then, she was readmitted... These papers I now hold in my hand caused her such anxiety, they asked of her resources far greater than she had. But now she is with Jesus. None of this concerns her anymore. One day too, we will be with Jesus, and these things, these big huge insurmountable things...