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An Empty Echo

I packed up a life today, very unlike mine which is stuffed with every supply for every endeavor I've begun and lots of things I still think I might need, just in case. I'm still in, but hopefully beginning to grow out of, the gathering stage; with plans to do this and go here and make that... Mom was in the remembering phase. What mementos she had remaining were not there by default, but because they had meaning. She didn't keep what she didn't want - so what was there, was desired. A few things I recognized from my past, and a few from her younger years; a bowling towel from leagues played for years with her sisters, an ice cream scoop and tall sundae spoons left from the Tastee Freeze she and her husband owned... There was still glassware and china tea cups and lots of cut glass bowls and platters for entertaining. I wonder why? Because they were just pretty? All the jello molds were there with their histories of special molds for certain holidays and the old Tupperw...

So close...

You know what I long for Lord; you hear my every sigh. Psalms 38:9 A sigh isn’t a prayer – it hasn’t even enough energy to be a plea - it is an honest ragged exhale of emotion; frustration, desire, sorrow, exhaustion. There are many verses that say that the Almighty God of the Universe hears my every prayer but this comforts me in that my God is so attuned to me that he hears my unspoken longings and catches every sigh.